Additionally, whenever I am at home I must wear a cock gag, and She has even made me devise an entirely internal cock gag from the end of a dildo whic...h I must keep in my mouth whenever possible, even out in public, even at work, so that often when I encounter people from my straight life, I am confronted with the humiliation of looking them right in the face knowing that my sissy ass is plugged with a huge artificial cock and my mouth is stuffed with a little toy penis to remind me of who and. The same thing is true here.”“Yeah, I don’t care how you try to spin it. I’m not some wimpy, helpless, submissive girl!”“Wimpy and helpless – absolutely not. But in real life, most submissives are strong, competent people. Lots of them are managers or bosses. Again, that’s the difference between reality and fantasy. The reality of a someone’s daily life can be about being in charge, but when it comes to their fantasies about sex, they don’t want to do all the work. They want somebody else to. I love when a cock becomes fully erect and the little eye opens and winks once. It is like an eye of a lover who blinks once in the early morning to see in what devilish way i am waking Him this morning. He blinks tiredly, sees, he is in no danger, and closes his eyes again, waiting for the moment when he is needed and they will pop open again. Then with each stroke i watch the eye open wider and then close.I watch as His head turns purple and the shaft bobs in eager anticipation of my warm. Brenna gave me one last hug and extracted a promise from me not to leave while she was getting changed and dashed out of the day room, moments later I heard a door close. It took me a moment to register what had only just happened and I looked at Mary Beth. She must have noticed the questioning look on my face. ‘It’s in the will JD, your Mom gave us the house, she knew you would never come back here to live so she gave it to us.’ There seemed no reason in arguing the point. Mom was right, after.