..Oh Mother i am so sorryfor misbehaving...please let me wash this horrible mud off...please...."Oh no michelle we are just beginning...now back into ...the pit and thistime i want you to begin walking back and forth toward the deep end andif you loose your balance you are not to catch yourself..understood mudslut?" I step back in...sinking like a rock and almost getting stuckwith each step...as i move in the pit i sink almost to my knees....eachstep a slow and painful struggle to break the grip. He stopped pushing, his fingers were almost all the way in. Another blast, and again, it was tight, it was now starting to hurt. The first boy said to me ‘relax, relax, give in and relax’, I breathed in deeply, another blast, I was high and all over the place. I felt something pop inside, it was his whole hand going inside me, it had taken another 10 minutes but for the first time in my life, I had another mans whole hand inside me, he moved it around rotating it. I focused on my breathing and. Gabor’s fierce, lecherous and tyrannic ways as he freely unleashed untamed macho instincts, using her mercilessly, with almost livid ruthlessness could not be tolerated. Therefore it was even harder to face, probably it was the very reason for falling ever deeper in love with him. His erupting and rhapsodic temperament dug deep in her core and touched emotional chords whose existence was unknown to her. She only had to recall his scent, or voice during the day and uncontrollable chemistry. She turned in the keys and got her security deposit back that day. We had a beautiful new member of our circle.Having Marcie with us was like having a flower blossom into fullness and beauty right before our eyes. She was radiant, and her happiness was contagious.Pam intercepted Lisa the first thing on Monday morning. We’d decided a heart-to-heart with her would be the best way to explain what had happened with Marcie over the weekend. I thought this would be a pretty matter of fact meeting,.