I turn to him and give him a cheeky smile and tell him I will be back after I have been to the ladies room. I top up my lipstick and text my friend t...o let her know how I am getting on. I put my phone back into my bag and make my way towards the seating area where I see Colin has bought me another drink. I stand in front of the table where the drink is placed and lean forward to take a sip of the drink through the sweet sugar coated straw, I make sure that he gets a good view of my chest and. ” What was happening? Could this be real? Was I really being brought into the master’s mansion??The trainers took me to a bathroom upstairs. He shooed the house pets out of the way on our way up stairs. He filled the tub with warm water and soap. He urged at me to hop in. The warm water felt so good on my skin. All I was used to since I had been here was the pond water which was usually cold and still dirty. The feeling of having warm, clean water with soap suds on my skin felt amazing. The man. We chatted non-stop about boats and 'land yachts', as I call the bigger motorhomes. About her business and mine. About what she enjoys and what I like... For the evening, I'd made a reservation at one of my favorite restaurants. It's gone now, but it had an unusual atmosphere and great food. The owner was the son of one of my college classmates, so I was always treated well there. This night was no exception. The food was great, the conversation sparkled, and the company was outstanding. I. I said " Jay you know you can talk to me about anything bruh I'll never judge you, i never have" He turned to me and said "look what I'm about to tell you is something i have never told anyone, i want you to just listen don't interrupt just listen", I said "OK". He said "when i was 15 i was really into that gang shit, it was my life. I have killed a couple dudes that were in rival gangs but i never felt bad about it because it was either them or me, one day i was riding with my niggas. We had.