My ankle socks ,white with a pale pink trim, peeked out the top of my trainers.My legs and arms were waxed. My finger nails covered by a pale pink nai...lpolish.I was wearing mascara which was something I was not used to. It felt alittle heavy on my eyelashes. I hoped that it wasn't running. Previousexperience had taught me that if you weren't careful every time youbatted your eyelids you ran the risk of leaving some mascara on yourcheek below the eye. The unusual feeling of the mascara, maybe. "I'm so glad you've chosen to allow him to come with me for a few days, I guarantee he'll be ready for his 'tattoo' after a treatment programme at Birch House; he'll be allowed to recover from the drug periodically, and then treated to some more physical restraint; l have many large apprentice girls who will relish having him submit the way he did tonight, it's SO arousing. Edwina's offer to have him packaged abroad was a sweet idea; it would have been his just deserts, but Gloria will ensure. The R's changed their look only a little when we changed our locale. They changed their hair from brown to auburn. That change made them look even more like my mom. I could never get a straight answer on what their natural hair color was.After spending a year in Las Vegas, I got reassigned. I was not sad to have the change. As they say, it is a great place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live there. The casino area of Las Vegas is very plastic, full of plastic people.My replacement was the man. She brought out art supplies and taught the child how to use them. In the process she showed her clients how to release the ache, the shame, the fear, the rage, the blame, and the unrelenting pain. She showed them how to reveal what they needed to tell. She showed them the way to let go of the hurt that would keep them from growing up strong and whole. But she had to be careful and not overwhelm them by pressing them to reveal before they were ready. Sometimes they needed that fear or that pain.