Fanny very kindly took me under her wing so to speak, and helped me get established. It is a daunting prospect starting at a new school and you are ex...pected to perform in the class room as a new teacher. The Head was a nice elderly lady of about 60 who pointed me in the direction of Mrs. Grimm's lodgings, something for which I will never forgive her. I later found that Mrs. Grimm was her aunt. In the following three months I tried my very best to find alternative lodgings, but this was a very. He had triedto force himself into accepting that he was a boy, but these effortsalways ended in failure. Although he was able to suppress his feelingsfor a while, they always returned even stronger than before. There justseemed to be no way to control it. Andy felt as though he was livingunder a curse. But what kind of curse? Was he cursed because he couldn'tcontrol his desires or was he cursed because society would not allow himto express them?One thing for sure was that he could not risk. They had both said some unfortunate, greedy things, and there was some hurt still being held inside by both of them. Sex was out of the question, and that would make it nearly four weeks since they had last made love.The night before he was due to fly back home she had teased Zack with a question. “What about my willingly giving myself to Josh, while you were landing at the airport? Knowing Josh was over for a visit, but not knowing he had seduced me and was at the moment the plane landed,. The sight in the mirror was for me, heat wrenching, the fact that theface I now wore was perfectly symmetrical didn't help at all. A fewasymmetries would have made it easier to distance from being mybeautiful Amy.It only got worse when the still unnamed ASIO man came forward again,"I'm afraid you are going to have to take on your daughters identityAmy, that means you are going to have to sign this document with yournew name."I was shaken by him calling me Amy, but that didn't stop me.