I want to feel my limbless body." "I am sure you understand precisely that your limbs will not grow back again. You will be a helpless cripple for res...t of your life, for ever. Everybody can do with you whatever they want. You will have no defense at all. You will not even be able to speak correctly after I shall have shortened your tongue." "That is what I want, Daddy. I want to be your sex toy forever." "You are, my baby, you are. Take it easy...." 3. All Limbs Loss "I decided," told Mr. " Will cows milk do? Do you add anything?" Just milk, thanks."I washed the bottle and sterilised the nipple. Most young mothers did this but soon found that it was not necessary. I knew that a child had to get used to our unsanitary conditions and build immunities or suffer all their life for it.I filled the bottle and put it into a small pot of warm water. With no microwave, this was the usual method. I tested the temperature and brought a clean tea towel just in case. Though I never had any. Moved around some, but all within the U.S." And what is the extent of your formal education, Pam?" I've got a B.A. degree and a Masters. Do you want to know more detail?" We deliberately avoid gathering too much background detail on individuals -- again, we're working hard to maintain complete anonymity. But I'd like to know the following -- and please answer in the indefinite manner the questions invite -- ready?" Ready." Was your Master's degree in a social science, as opposed to one of the. "I'm talking to my counselor at school," Kara said."Problem?" I asked."Oh, no, not in the traditional sense. I want to move on." Move on?" I saw something in my Johanna's eyes that told me that she wasn't surprised by this conversation."Yes. I want to leave Houston." Leave?" I questioned."Yes. I feel so isolated at ... at home. Since Ysabela left, I haven't connected with any of the ladies who Dad's tried. Dad's even more distant since I'm a teen. I think it's because I'm nearing the age of.