I really wanted to get some ass. One night early in the semester, Christy brought her new roommate Amber over. Amber was really shy and had just trans...ferred here. Amber was not seen by most people as hot, but she had a very pretty face, beautiful long hair and some nice curves. Christy, who was at least a 9.5 out of 10, often garnered a lot of attention from other boys, so she was skeptical of most guys, but she knew I was different. She told me that Amber really liked me and we started. This is incredible, Ive died and gone to heaven, life surely cant get much better than this and Ive got it recorded to relive it every day. I could hear her moaning and it seemed to me she must be getting pretty close to cumming herself. She was saying something over and over again, but I couldnt quite hear her over the sound of running water. Suddenly she arched her back and pulled really hard at one nipple and cried out something that completely shocked and surprised me. LAUREN! What? She. I knew that it would be a lonelyfeeling, and I would really love for my parents and friends tounderstand me, but I couldn't. I was afraid people would think I wasmental or a fool.After a few weeks of sneaking into my sister's room, it wasn't enough. Iwas a girl and I should have been a girl all the time. My next planwould mean that I was more of a girl. I would sneak into my sisters andloan some of her panties and tights. Then I would put them on and put myboy's clothes over. I also put my log. I'm not well," Doris managed. "I need to go home." Would you like for someone to call you a cab, dear?" came the solicitous voice. Mary, she thought it must be."Yes! That would be good," she said.She couldn't drive. Not in this condition."Just let me get... cleaned up in here." All right, dear," said Mary. "You just call out if you need help. It's nothing to be embarrassed about."Doris stared disbelieving at the throbbing cantaloupes on her chest. Nothing to be embarrassed about? This was.