It was just sex, not even hot monkey sex, there was no love there, I didn't love him, in fact I didn't even like him but the sex was nice, not great l...ike with you, but it was nice and it filled a need I had at the time. But I still love only one person: you.My love for you is all I know, I am having a hard time functioning without you. You were my love and my life. When you hurt your groin I really was worried and then when you got so sick that I had to take you to the hospital, I almost died. ..then he stopped pulled out and made me close my legs he straddled me and slid his dick back in while he was sitting on top of my legs. His dick was rubbing against my clit every time he thrust in and pulled back out. I was loving it. He was completely in control I couldn't even move and every time I said anything he told me to shut the fuck up. He wanted complete control and I was fine with that. Once he got enough of that he stopped got up and told me to turn over so I did, and got up on my. He stepped between my wide spread legs and put the tip of his monster against my hole that though it had been used was still resistant when he pushed. he leaned down and whispered don't worry I will go slow as he took my hard nipple in his mouth. He pushed and my second sphincter muscle opened as his head disappeared he pushed harder and I watched in the mirror as more of his shaft disappeared now being actually pulled in by my hole. Another push and his balls were resting against my ass. The. I took the vibrator and instead of just using it on my clit, I slid it into my pussy at full power. I was fucking myself while he drilled my ass. I could tell he was finally going to cum and for the first time I must have hit my g-spot at that exact moment because I lost it.’ ‘What do you mean you lost it.’ ‘I squirted. My body tensed like I was having a full body cramp and I sprayed him with cum.’ ‘What happened next?’ ‘Well he was repulsed. It was weird. He didn’t mind being in my ass but.