He lusted after you in high school. Of course, all the boys lusted after you. So did some of the girls. He was one of those who had always asked me if... we ever ?did it?. He was always talking about the women who he found attractive and wanted to ?bang?. I’m certain he would think it was ?wild? to find that you had a submissive and masochistic side to you. Perhaps I should tell him the story of how I took your virginity a second time. He would probably sit in wonder if I told him how, one night,. .. and not 'seen' as visual images.Now, he thought he had an answer to everyone's question: Why?His answer got so technical, so fast, my eyes glassed over immediately. But the bottom line was that he'd developed a drug he wanted to try on her. We got several other opinions that the drug he wanted to use would not cause any harmful side effects-it was basically a matter of changing very slightly the balance of compounds existing in her brain.The test was scheduled for late in July.Jason and. When that happens what do we do?" Maybe, flip a coin?" I suggested."Or we could just take a shower together?" she said with a grin.It's good that I had already chewed and swallowed my last bite of dinner, so I took a moment to stake a sip of wine before I said, "What ... did you just say?"She had a big grin on her face. "Now that I know what you're packing, we could save water and shower together," this time sounding sincere."Mother, as entertaining as that might be, aren't you worried about. 'It was the walk of no more than ten steps until she was outside. It wasa warm spring night. The sky was clear with a few stars that werevisible through the haze of lights from the surrounding buildings. Alight breeze carried scents from the formal garden over by the BiologicalSciences Buildings. She decided to walk back to her dorm by way of thegarden. 'It's not the quickest way, but I'll be spending too much timeinside the next few days, hitting the books. A little fresh air'll be anice.