I am so happy, I don’t know what to do next.” Karen was still crying, and laughing.“You just love my brother, with all your heart, and have our ...Mom and Dad a house full of grandkids to spoil.” I hugged her again.“Jerry asked me to move in with him, is that alright, Murphy?” She asked, through her happy tears.“Do you want to?”“Hell, yes I want to, I don’t want to be away from him again, ever!”“Then pack your clothes, and move in, you’re a grown woman. I already told Jerry that I’ll be over one. I had started to undo her dress but she put a hand on mine to stop me."Not yet my love. You get ready while I go into the bathroom for a special preparation."With that she scooted over to the bed, grabbed her bag and disappeared into the bathroom. I took a deep breath to settle my nerves and then got the room ready. I lit the candles, put the cider in the ice bucket and placed it by the bed and put the snack tray on the small table. The lights had a dimmer control so I turned them way down so. ‘The first thing I noticed about you…’ ‘Yes…’ (You are alert, attentive). ‘Your ass…God what an ass. Your feet, sultry, feminine…your nose, oozing sensuality’ ‘Oh don’t’ you interjected, shy but willing. ‘Stop.’ ‘Never, my lady…’ I continued, ‘I could devour you right here, right now.’ You went red, flushed with excitement and embarrassment simultaneously. ‘But your mind, your mind is the greatest of all the turn-ons.’ ‘But what do you know of my mind?’ you interjected. ‘The way you move, the. . what... room... you... were in.”And I just fell back on my bed squeezing my eyes shut and I thought 'Fuck, what's wrong with me?'And Cait said “You okay?” and I said “No”.Then she said “You wanna meet up?” and it sounded like she was trying to talk through a lump in her throat also and that made me almost howl, and I said “Yeah”.So we agreed to meet at the coffee shop, and I was there forty minutes early and I checked the time on my phone every two minutes and every time I did I felt so.