"Well, Ed. You best just keep on fucking and beating them. Don't let their crying get to you. They're all useless anyway in every other place. How man...y have you done?" Two. A nigger and the cripple."The barman winked at me. "Gourmet, huh?"I smiled and finished my water, then went back to the main hall.From behind the "Mentally Disabled" door, I could hear loud distorted screaming.I decided to take it easy for my third fuck and went into the "Russia" section. Three rooms behind this door, two. As we are passing the school, Dale pulls in. The place is deserted. We park in the empty parking lot. The radio playing is the only thing to break the silence. A feeling of emptiness eases over me. I am at the place that used to be the center of my universe with a creepy guy that is, what, the center of my current universe? How pathetic am I? What am I doing? Other girls are cutting. Other girls are binging and purging? This girl is in a truck with a creepy guy named Dale. Is this my. “God, you’re sexy...” David said. Ashley giggled as David roughly took off her top, revealing her black bra. David started kissing her neck while her hands rubbed down her slightly pudgy stomach. Her moans in his ear made him even more turned on. He slid his hand down Ashley’s pants, undoing them in the process.“Mmm. Yeah...”“You want me?"“Yeahhhh...” Ashley moaned.“How bad?"At this point, both lovers were horny beyond belief for each other.“Really bad,” Ashley said, bending over a table.. I had bought a dance pole for his birthday this year and decided to use it for the first time today. I went to pole dancing lessons so I wouldn’t make a complete fool out of myself. I was used to dancing because I had been a dancer all my life so I wasn’t nervous one bit. As I walked over to the pole I turned the stereo on and hit music on his iPod. I told his he wasn’t allowed to touch me till I was done. He nodded. I slowly walked around the pole starring him in the eyes then bent over.