I cannot tell you how happy you have made me today andI am so sorry if I have upset you and disappointed you."We moved downstairs and as we walked my ...senses tingled with thethrill of what was happening. My stocking covered legs swishedas we walked along and I could feel the slight tug against thesuspenders.Over a pre dinner drink Lorna told me more of her research. "Joan said that if I loved you then your dressing could becomean exciting part of our life together. She told me about someof the. I don't recall this portion being mentioned. It makes me wonder if there are other things that you've omitted. I didn't care about the men you told me about. Well, I cared but I had already known so I, you know what I mean. I wouldn't have cared about Tara, either. What I care about is you lying to me. It must be an L.A. thing because I don't think it started until you went there. It sure seems to be a hard habit to break." I thought it would be the opposite," she said. "I thought you would be. "I looked at the tears in her eyes again, she was hurting, I could see that, but so was I."Mum when I saw you walking, no shuffling out through the prison gates, I nearly cried, you were old mum, old and right there and then I vowed to pick you up and turn you back into the mother, the woman you used to be,Even with him you were always laughing, no matter how bad things were between you two, you always had a smile for me and I could never, nor will I ever forget what you did that night. What. It's a real double standard because most 'normal' men and women feel like that about it, so guys like me have to hide it from almost everyone." Well, you don't have to hide it from me anymore honey. I'm really attracted to you as a girl. I'm happy to admit it to you& but you're right, most people, including some of my girlfriends would be shocked if I told them that. They'd prefer to think it was some male kink, that only a gay girl would actually like it in a man. Maybe I am a little gay or bi.