Dear readers you know this is my problem, if she liked a guy & wants to sleep with him it’s ok once or twice, but my wife is telling that she wants ...to keep seeing him & I am afraid to tell her not to see him,because I feel if I tell her then she might go with him permanently & what ever happens I don’t want to leave my wife.She even told me that when they both slept together he used to take nude photos of himself & my wife & my wife showed me some of the clips which he shot using my wifes. I don’t know why, but that day I was extremely horny. The kind of horniness I was experiencing was the kind you don’t experience often in your life. It’s the kind you just need to satisfy as soon as possible, no matter what!Everything I heard or saw made me think about sex and cause my pussy to itch. But at last the moment I was waiting for arrived. Manisha and I agreed to meet around one pm at the local swimming centre to go for a refreshing dive. I was waiting at the entrance of the Swimming. I thought about Bob -- maybe I could do something like that.Suddenly John was on his feet, somehow holding Fiona under his right arm. He was definitely strong. He had her shorts off and he pulled off her top and she was completely naked! Still holding her, he walked right over to the window where I was peeking in! I ducked.I heard noises, then breathing. The window was open, just a screen between them and me. I lifted my head a little and found Fiona looking out the window. There was a table in. She then asked if we could try to be friends. I thought she was sincere and said so. I left after the trainee did the routine maintenance and tests.About 3 weeks after that I ran into Deb while I was having an after-work O’Doul’s at a downtown bar. When I saw her some of the old feelings returned. When she saw me I waved her over and said; “Can a friend buy a friend a beer?”She laughed and said, “No, but white wine would be nice.”I apologized for my anger. I told her of my hurt that she had.