After about 30 min which felt like 2 hours I hear the door open and I say" Baby what is going on why am I like this?" She doesn't say anything and kee...ps moving around the bedroom. I say did you not hear me? She responded I hear you but I am not going to answer. Once again I ask why I am like this, and she responded with" don't you remember what you did wrong". My mind is drawing a blank and it hard to figure out what I did wrong when my hand are tied above me, my legs are tied also and I have a. I walked around the house seeing all sorts of reminders of happier days, and wept with frustration again. The photo wall of our vacations was in the den. Several cruises to the Bahamas, Mexico, one to Alaska. Trips with our daughter to Disneyworld, Carlsbad Caverns, Washington DC., the Grand Canyon. I left the room as the pain of loss overwhelmed me. It’s funny that, no matter how bad things get, the day everything comes to a close, you start remembering the good times.I drove my pickup to a. Enid Feel, too, stood behind the boy with her legs apartand had both her hands up the short skirt of her black silk dress, thewide pleats fluttering up and down as she enjoyed seeing her youthfulcharge punished for his maleness.Vera stopped when she was short of breath, throwing her cane onto thetable and clasping the folds of her blouse collar to waft some cool aironto her bosom."There," she panted, having to call out over the wailing and slobberingof her stepson. "Now you can complete your. If I could live as a woman, I will take any pain sweetly.Psychologically, transgenders feel excitement and joy in imitation.In the first place, life as a woman is not their purpose.It means that most of them do.Very few men do surgery in the hope of becoming a woman.The purpose of most of them is to fill their libido in a new way.Surely such purposes and methods are psychopathologically problematic.If I speak longer here, I'm sure I'll offend you.Me?Um..I'm both. XDObviously I didn't want that.