I sat for days in the apartment feeling used, manipulated. I wanted to hate what had happened to me, but it was hard. Everything inside me said it was... right. The transition had almost taken place overnight, but there was still that thing within me that told me this was not who I was. The small things reminded me. I woke up and didnt put a shirt on, and was immediately reminded I was a woman because of the weight of my chest. Indeed almost always my chest was the reminder. I never wore a bra. "Good morning, Tom, this is Mara. Sorry to bother you, but I reallyhope that you can help me out this morning. I just found out that thereis a big lingerie sale at Macy's tomorrow and I could use some new brasand panties. Would you mind coming with me to tell me which ones lookthe best on me?"Tom couldn't believe his ears. He had only met this woman once, forcoffee, and while they seemed to hit it off ok, this was a whole newstep. Not only going shopping for her intimate apparel, but to. “Good morning,” Roger said softly.“Morning,” she croaked back.They rested, holding each other for a few minutes.“Look, Jessica, I hate to kiss and run, but I need some time to think about us, before we go any further. I’m going to head home. I’ll call you later in the week.”Suddenly more alert, Jessica responded, “Umm, okay. You’ll call me?”“Yes, just give me a few days to sort some things out,” Roger said.Roger dressed and left a rather stunned Jessica.Jessica called Roger’s cell phone on. Who mere uthne se pehle hi jungle chali jati, aur wapas akar sab beej, phalli aur doosri jadi-bootiyan sardar ke ghar pe de deti, phor naha kar khana banati, Main subah uthkar sardar ke jhopde men chala jaata aur wahan Badi Maa ke sath jadi –bootiyan ka kaam karta aur seekhta bhi. Maa mere se mere ghar ke baatein sunti aur use mere chacha aur chachi par bahut gusssa aata. Ksum ke aane ke baad main uske paas jaane ka mauka dhoondta rahta, kabhi kabhi meri bechaini dekhkar Maa khud hi keh deti”.