Laughed the way they all had done a hundred times, through good and bad, joyful and evil. ‘I think I can safely say there isn’t a square inch of m...y body has a trace of purity left at all. Hatter was thorough if nothing else.’ Alice didn’t know why the question popped into her head or why she thought Lydia would know the answer. ‘Tell me Lydia do you know why they cut down all the trees in the old wood?’ ‘No idea Grandmother. Daddy said something about exterminating a rabbit that had reappeared,. 20 ho rhe they mein bhabhi ke bagal wale kamre mein soo rha tha ki mere achanak raat ko 1 baje ankhe khule aur meine bhabhi ke kamre mein dekha light jala kar sona bhabhi ki aadat hain thi mein kamre mein gaya tho dekha bhabhi ki nighty jangho tak aye huie hain mujhe tho ek baar ko viswas nhi ho rha tha ki itne gorri gorri jankhe mein kabhi dekhunga fir mein unke bed par unke pass baid gaya Aur unkeAur dekhte dekhte unke nighty aur upar karne laga dheere dheere maine usko bahut uppar tak kar. Although concentrating hard, he was aware that she had changed her clothes and could smell the dab of perfume that she had placed between her breasts, which puzzled him. Why had she bothered to change, just to read a book? Putting the thought to one side with a mental shrug, he resumed his calculations.They sat together quietly, the one crunching numbers and the other reading her book, turning the pages carefully to avoid disturbing him with the rustle of the paper. From memory, she was. ’ Jeff nodded in understanding. He reached over taking my hand in his. ‘It will all work out in the end if it is meant to. If you and Hawk are meant to be together you will be.’ As I crawled into bed next to John a little while later I hoped that Jeff was right. *** The morning sunlight pulled me from my nightmares and I sat up in a cold sweat. John was sitting on the bed looking at me.‘Are you okay mommy?’ He asked. I looked around the room, it was the same as it had been when I left seven.