I keep thinking of him too. What he might be doing right now and constantly wondering if he is thinking of me at all. If he even cares about me to beg...in with? Etc, etc, etc. Insert standard sadness shit here, blah... As you know, I struggle with trying to distract myself with other tasks or activities that might help take my mind off how unworthy I feel - and how much wine I've consumed in recent months - but nothing is helping. I can't even find someone who is willing to hold me for longer. Explained Captain Brac as he punched the code that opened the state room doors. Edana walked into the room and let her gaze take in the interior before she turned back to the captian. It is a lovely room Captain Brac. It is more than adequate for myself and my handmaidens while we journey to our destination. I thank you for your hospitality of your ship and for agreeing to take us. Not a problem Priestess. If you have any problems, just press this button and either myself or someone from my. I was so ashamen not knew what my mom would say,than mom has ask me how hapend whit a strange laff.Then i have said that was a mistake,but she ask Carmen if that was just what i have saw?Carmen then she exploded in laff and she said that was ouar secret.Iwas so ashamed,not knew what to say.when the night has come we have dress and we have go at our home.Second day when i have arrived from collage i have enter in house but anyone no was there,i have call mom but she was not answer,then i have. Beth was no longer the skinny little pigtail girl I knew when I left for college, she was taller and had filled out to more sexier then any girl I slept with in college. Two days later I came home after going on a job interview and the house was very quiet so I thought no one was home so I went up stairs to change out of my suit and into something more comfortable. As I made my way down the hall I again heard music coming form Beth's room so I quietly made my way down the hall in hopes of.