Please tell me if this is too much for you ... if it is, I’ll go.”Col looked away; his eyes closed. I felt the world shutting down around me. Inte...nt on not showing any emotion, I started untangling myself from the blankets. A hand on my shoulder restrained me.“Willi, you are one of the most intelligent – no, you are the most intelligent person I know, but you are also the most stupid.” The hand shook me, quite hard. “You’re my best friend and I don’t want you to go.” His eyes searched my face.. " Yes ... you should," she answered, raking his back with her fingernails and crossing her legs over his. "Besides, I'm not on the pill. Ro..." she didn't finish his name. "I was going to try to have children right away." Why would you chance that with me?" he groaned."I'm giving you something very special, Bob, and I want to give it to you in every sense. I want to surrender to you, and that is part of surrendering," she said simply."It wouldn't be good for you to fall in love with me," he. He pulls it out to try to make contact with the people in the file, but he soon finds he can’t send his ’roaming eyes’ to a place on the map by willing it. He gives up and puts the file aside since he doesn’t wish to spend the time to visit each spot by going through the streets.Kim does spend time checking in with his mother, Lee, and Harry; they’re all OK. He moves on to studying more things on the Internet and rereading some of his text books as he does have to fill in his day.During lunch. They left on Thursday morning, and wouldn't be back until late Monday evening.Saturday morning Debbie, and her 16 year old sister Diane came knocking at my door. I invited them in telling them that Bobby went to Texas with my brother. Debbie said. "Oh yes, we know that, we just wanted to ask a personal favor of you." What's that?" I ask.Diane says. "I would love it if you would teach me about sex, like you did for Bobbie and Debbie." Oh I see... Well I suppose I could do that." I said "Great.