I will say in those days, that I would have more than abit of anxiety thinking that I was gay. I was more than a bit ignorantof the transgender scene..., which was non-existent in my home town as faras I knew, and the internet was not as sophisticated as it is now. Itmay sound odd, or contradictory, but I guess I convinced myself that ifI was a woman, it would not be so wrong, but I was a man. In any event,I was pretty sure that I had taken my walk on the wild side and spentsome time. "Damm you bitch, you won't even give me the satisfaction of crying!" Bemalin said throwing down the bullwhip, "take her away, she won't be fit for anything tonight!" He said to Chris as his eyes turned back to normal, "I'll expect to see her in a couple of day's time!"Gwen was helping Cathy back to Chris' quarters, "Just throw her onto the bed!" Chris ordered, he picked up a telephone and dialled a number, "Kitchen? Send up a packet of salt!" He said curtly into the mouthpiece and hung up. He. She shook a bit at the thought of his member, and rubbed herself just thinking of getting with a guy again.She thought about Freddie, and how amazing he was when they were last together, but as she drifted into a deep sl*ep, she had only one thing on her mind.Carly awoke and looked around herself. She was back in the apartment, sitting on the couch in just a robe. She looked into the kitchen and there was Spencer, still wearing that too small robe of hers and trying to beat a raw chicken with a. His mouth was grinding down on hers, his tongue deep in her mouth, exploring. He kissed her breasts through the shirt she was wearing while with his other hand he pushed her shirt out of the way exposing her stomach and breast. He took a nipple in his mouth and flicked it with his tongue and gradually worked his way down, kissing and licking as he went, to her belly and told her how gorgeous it was before allowing his tongue to explore there too, his fingers working in and out of her, making.