I knew I only had a moment so I scanned down a few dates lower and read another snippet of her "Ramblings" dated "9/9/05": "I have to do laundry I th...ink but why should I just so other people don't have to smell me i like my smell and if someone doesnt then why do i care oh hell shit jacquelyn you're just lazy..."I quickly shut all the open files except for the paper I was going to write for her. I expected her to return any second, but she didn't. Five minutes passed. I guessed she must. “ P-p-p-please ma’am, my uh. Oh shit, Lady, LADY, yeah. Please, Lady, I didn’t know you were coming. I had no time to prepare. This uh,., this isn’t what it looks like...”SLAP! A firm slap prevented him from further mumbling or manufacturing any more excuses. It was time for the Lady to get to work. “After what I had heard about your recent behavior, I did not WANT you to have any extra time to prepare. In fact, it is now painfully clear to me that giving you time to prepare before my previous. As she had encouraged Annie to look forward and beyond the hurt of her condition, not to allow it to control her and shape her, she couldn’t avoid the reality that she was encourage her to do something that she herself hadn’t had the courage to do herself. Jake was the one who provided the bond between them all, giving both women strength, safety, and empowerment through his unselfish attention and concern. He showed her through his open way of living that turning her back on all men was. But that was for a different story. After she was positioned on top of him, she started bouncing. He could do nothing to help her, since his hands were cuffed. She placed her hands on his chest for balance, and he wanted so badly to put his hands on her chest and play with her nipples, which were now very erect from all the events. He moaned out and realized how close he was again, and focused on the image of her on top of him. Yes, you like it when I ride you. she whispered Ohh yes…daddy.