That should’ve made him feel like a man but he just couldn’t muster that feeling. He felt more a child in need of reassurance than he had in years....He set the glass down on his side table with a slight clunk and picked up his phone again, standing beside his bed as he unlocked it, checking the time.One in the afternoon? He’d slept half the day away! He sighed some. “Some birthday..” he muttered to himself and set his phone down, locking it and making for the bathroom.After brushing his teeth and. You won't come. Hear me? Not until you are told to do so. I'm going to have some more fun now." I was allowing the candle to drip down her chest onto her tummy. I filled her navel and then dripped directly onto her cunt. She cried out again, and I could see tears in her eyes. But her pussy was thrusting up and I could see she wanted badly to come for me. "When I drip this candle wax onto your clit you may come. Do you hear me, slut. I am letting you come now." I dripped onto her clit and she. We can even double date I won't let anyone take advantage of you." Tammy said, almost out of the blue, smiling."Or triple date." Heather added also smiling."No." I replied."Well tell me this, what type of men do you think, you like?" Gina asked."I don't know," I said truthfully after a slight pause.Cat smiled adding, "Maybe that is because you don't like men."They sat me down and made me take a couple of online compatibility tests.The first test was what sort of Lesbian are you? I thought it. There had always been boys hanging around, but no one ever managed to win her heart. Maybe her parent's troubles made her gun shy."Nicole, I know ... and that's what makes it so hard ... seeing him ... being around him on days like today ... days that were always anticipated and were to be filled with love and joy. I see what I've done to him ... seeing him without the love that used to be in his eyes when he looked at me. God, how could I be so stupid!" You need to stop beating yourself up..