We were getting close to each other and I stopped them while they were walking by.“Excuse me, you look like the fellas who could help fix my TV prob...lem.”One of them answered, “Um…we could probably help you out with that. What exactly is the problem?”“Well I would need you guys to come up to my apartment to take a look if that’s OK.”“Sure we’ll come up with you. What’s your name?”“Heather. Thanks for your help.”We started to walk back to my apartment and I started to formulate my gameplan. First. It was put this way, whatever decisions is made affects all of us, so I should have input into that decision."I don't have a swimsuit" I said, Jan said, "you don't need one, its private back there and no one can see you." I mentioned what about Sue and Guy who I haven't met yet see me nude. She laughs "Hun you will get use to us, go see it won't matter to them". I said to myself what am I getting into here, is this the family who sleeps together stays together.Far from the truth, just that Nick. In the meantime, I would go home, take a nice shower and then could head over to the party.I finally could get home past midnight and soon was on my way to the party. I was surprised it was still in good flow. The door was open and I walked straight in and set about finding my wife. I bumped into our host Peter and he said he had seen Ana dancing with some friends.I could not see Ana anywhere; but suddenly noticed my wife dancing with a black guy amongst the crowd. It looked innocent enough as. She may have suffered financially as a result, but she had limits she'd set herself, however desperate she might have been.When she was young and not so sure of herself she'd even had sex with women, but this was wholly unsatisfactory and more than anything reinforced in her mind just where her sexual preferences lay. It wasn't just the humiliation of leaving her female lovers dissatisfied: there was also the deeper discovery that she would never be the sort of woman who could properly love.