But I couldn’t restrain my desire and thought what could be done. Then I remembered that, there was a nail cutter in my pocket and a bottle opener a...nd a knife also there. I brought out the nail cutter and opened the bottle opener. I inserted its sharp and pointed tip besides the sewing lining of her shalwar at her pussy area. Then I yanked and a hole was made by tearing the cloth. I then inserted my finger through the hole and make the hole larger about 4 inches.There was another obstruction,. "Poor Suzy was still a technical virgin more because she was afraid to take a chance on contracting some dread disease or being caught in a family way by some youth with no future in sight. Still, she was much stimulated by her ability to arouse her juices just looking at the catalogues of either scantily dressed females or males engaged in sport using her nimble fingers to extract her sweetly scented honey. Of course, she kept her sins well hidden from her father's ire knowing he would be. "Looking at Cheri digesting the mountians of information she just told Isaid "Huh?"She laughed and said, "How do you like being a woman tell me everythingbut most important, how you like, sleeping with men."I felt my face flush red then I laughed and Cheri laughed. I told herabout how I now liked shopping and looking nice. I told her on thesubject of sex, that Junior and Finn were alright but nothing like Levi.Cheri Joked,"So this Levi melts your butter huh? Chickie."I told her Levi's oral. So, what would be the reason for them to try inviting me again now?While we ate, the conversation stayed focused on work; Suzie knew enough not to ask questions about my private life. That made it even harder, as I had to be the one to bring up the fact that I was being left alone more and more while my husband, Jeremy, was working — nothing new there as, since we'd been married, twenty years ago, he'd always been gone weeks at a time to settle his accounts all over the world while I was.