Ben managed his best hangover-ridden smile while still kneeling before the toilet, both hands trembling, but firmly locked to the seat. There were sli...m chances, he thought, Becca hadn't yet looked at her phone. He knew her unlock pattern, so he could just...Her devilish grin let his every hope nip in the bud. Maybe it was also the fact that she was holding her phone demonstratively towards him, showing a WhatsApp chat history with a specific image in it. Or was it the fact that the picture was. Part of me wanted a normal life, but the other didn't know any better. I thought it was the only way I could live. I felt if I walked way from it all my life would be over, as I know it. I just wanted to please anyone I was with. I remember the day you hired me. I felt different; I wanted to please you but didn't feel like you were demanding. Then the day you started to change me, I felt like I needed to escape what I had and learn a new life." I could feel the burning of the tears that are. She’s watched us. In fact, we did things together with you, too. I’m OK.”“If you get uncomfortable, just let me know. We’ll go someplace by ourselves.”“Thanks.”“One last thing. If I know Melanie, she might try to swap partners. You have to be firm with her if that bothers you. She’ll push and tease. I know her really well. She’s got it bad for me again for some reason. And Pete won’t be able to control her. I don’t want anyone hurt or any relationships wrecked.”“OK. I trust you.”“Good.”I pulled. I felt her body shifting more towards mine and she threw her leg over me and started to kiss me gently at first and then more like a she-wolf who was going to claim a new mate. I guess the movie was a catalyst and it struck the right nerve with Lea.When clothes began to come off, we decided it was time to adjourn to the bedroom. In the upstairs of my house is the guest room and I wanted to take her there to make sure there wasn’t anything that would remind her of my wife and get those guilt.