I could actually see the words in hereyes, trying to come out, yet she seemed incapable of putting voiceto them. I knew why, too. It was as Faye had j...ust alluded to; she washaving trouble admitting it - to us and herself.Epiphany. Inspiration. Perfect Moment. My entire life had beenleading to this person, this place, this instant in time. My husband- smart, self-reliant, strong, proud, defiant - had joined me in avoyage of discovery, beginning that magic night before our wedding.In the course. " "I thought you were out?" I asked before she grabbed my dick licking the head again. "Mmm I came back. It was boring," she nonchalantly stated before opening her throat allowing myself to go deep into mouth and her tongue to tickle my balls. "Ohhh wow..." I gasped, "NO! Amy, no. This is wrong so wrong!" "Oh come on, Joe. There's a first time for everything, bro." She held my butt cheeks and forced me deeper into her mouth and held herself there for as long as possible before she pulled her. We donned our professional roles and went to dinner at a nice steak house. I recognized others from the group session the night before. I saw one of the women who had been wearing a collar. She smiled at me and I at her. Her master raised his glass to Rick. After dinner Rick said he was going to a casino and told me I could go with him or go back and play at the hotel. I opted to go back to the hotel. I went to the room and showered again and got cleaned up. Took a git 'r up pill and. If the situation was reversed, I don't know if I could go through with something like artificial insemination either. Not and keep my self-esteem. But that doesn't mean he's suicidal. Maybe depressed, but never suicidal."She tensed up, and I got ready for her to tear a strip off me for daring to contradict her. Then she slumped again, a bleak look crossing her face. "He bought a gun."I blinked in incomprehension. Tom hated guns. "I find that... hard to believe."She nodded in agreement. "So do.