Besides making me do those awful things with him, I kept remembering that he was my cousin. Being blood kin made it even worse. But I couldn't ignore ...the fact that half the blame was my own. Was that why Mama had lectured me so often on being good? Had she known that I had a dark cave of evil inside me that would lead me astray?"Damn it, Shelly, don't be mad," Billy said after a while. "I didn't want to hurt you." Well you did!" I blurted. "I'm so humiliated and wicked feeling I wish I could. He had a black mark over one eye so I named him Tar, Misty named hers Jane. When they stopped eating we put the packs on and turned to see our fathers sneering. I straightened and looked back and they turned away. We started moving again and I let Tar climb to my shoulder.When the branch lion attacked it was mid afternoon. It had come from the front and the men were excited. What they had not done was read and learn about the animals. I pushed Tar and my bow to Misty and pulled my pistol and. ” Susan finally confessed to him. “I want to do it now.”Lars didn’t say anything, he just turned her over, and looked into her eyes, and lent down and kissed her. She grasped his manhood and pointed it at her pussy.Slowly he lent forward, bringing his tip into her. She gasped when she realized she was still a virgin, and that she’d been mistaken, but it was ok, it was ok now.Slowly he pushed in, until he met her hymen. “Honey, this will hurt, so I’m going to go slowly and gently with you. She. Don't worry there won't be any heavy equipment." I repeated."Okay then," Marshall said extending his hand. I had him hand write me a note of permission just in case somebody wanted to challenge us. What he didn't know was I planned to use it as a contract if the need arose.Wilson and I were back on the road by 5PM but we didn't go home. We looked for a place to stay. There was nothing even close, so it looked like we had some improvising to do."You know Wilson when we get back you start getting.