Also apprehension - such a layered tone, apprehension, when sounded fully as this one managed - apprehended, knowing it was caught, apprehending, unde...rstanding what would happen, apprehension, fearing what would occur. So rich a sound. And to have that thin little note of curiousity, of anticipation, almost silent - easy for the non-trained ear to miss, but so satisfying to one that could. Yes, so different from the other, so many different notes, but equally capable of merging unlikely. Jake turned back to face his drink. He downed it and motioned to the bartender for another. He wondered at the quiet girl in the corner. Why was she here? Which one of the noisemakers had she come with? What was she thinking? His mind drifted to his old days. She was the type he would have gone after. He could see himself now.. circling the room slowly.. making eye contact... almost a scent.. pounce.. and capture... she would have been his for the. Mein ne baahar pade eak stool ke upper khada hoke ventilator ke ched se jhanka to dekha lokesh bhaiya bena shirt ke the aur aapne boxer ko thoda niche karke bistar me lette aapne lund ko hilake khel rahe hein yah sab dekhane ke baat mera maan buri tarha machal utha.Pata nahi chal raha tha ke kya karu kya nahi.Maan to kar raha tha jaake jhat se pakadlun lokesh bhaiya ke khade lund ko aur choosun jor jor se. Maan ke under chhipe huwe havas ke bhaavana bahar nikal raha tha.Dekhte he dekhte kuch. . Mai mammy ke saath laet ti hoon . To mai mammy ke paas jaa ke laet gai .. Abmeri aankhon mai neend nahi thi .. Maine mammy se puchha “ mai ek baat puchhu “Hann bool …….kya baat hai ….“ maa tum shila mausi ko jaanti hoo. “Maa ekdam ghabra gai …. Boli “ haann bhi aur nahi bhi …. Mai uske bare mai zyada nahi jaanti ……. Kyo kya hua ““ voh mujhe milin thi …… mujhe dekh ke chaunk gai thi … maine unse kuchh pucha to unhone kuchh bataya hai tumhare aur vikram ke bare mai …….kya voh sachh hai ...