These are simple lessons, but until I went all theway, pushed the pendulum all the way out and found myown center I couldn?t possibly act in a loving,... openand intimate way. My pleasure is very much in givingpleasure, but until I could receive pleasure, be inmy own love, my own Eros, there is no way I could bein the love of others.You ask what I fear. I fear that I will crust up andstart living from fear again, like thosecrossdressers I see. I fear that my heart will bebroken one too many times. I am assuming he was a Roman, or at least Romano-British.”“A dangerous word – assumption. When there is more than one possible explanation, it is wise not to assume anything. You don’t know when the items were placed in the ground, do you?”“No, sir, but when the coins are in a state to be identified, the most recent one in date will suggest that the find was placed there after that date.”“Yes, Mr Robertson, but not how long after that date. It may have been buried, later dug up and centuries. ‘Real.’ Another laugh. ‘I had to be sure before we proceed.’ Rafe leaned forward in his chair and looked the boss directly in the eyes. ‘Now that you know that the Angels are real, it’s time to discuss my fee.’ The boss cleared his throat. ‘The Angels, if brought to me unscathed, are worth $20,000,000 each. Since there are four sculptures, that brings everything to eighty million in total. I want them, Cabrezi. You are the only one skilled enough to get them, so I am willing to pay you five. I was in complete shock, but there was nothing I could do. I opened my mouth and took in, as much pee as I could drink. I loved it. It was so naughty and humiliating I was surprised how good her pee tasted. From that day forward, whenever we went out to drink, I knew later that night, we would repeat the same scene. I would have to lay on the floor and receive her pee while she told me drink it all up. In between her fully peeing on me, she would call me into the bathroom after she had.