” ) ‘Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm’ “ The passive and receptive mind takes all in. Seeing the all everywhere and in everything is the power of the thi...rd eye.” (“You can observe a lot by just watching.”)‘Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm’“ Let go and let free of your mind which may, unburdened, fly to heaven. Your bodies are earth bound and worldly and must accept its limits as part of the imperfect Circle of Yin & Yang ( “ If the world was perfect, it wouldn’t be. “ ) ‘Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm’ “ Finally, free. At dinner, I made excuses for Shirley, telling the table that she wasn't feeling well enough to eat, but was hoping to make a strong enough recovery to attend the dance with us later. Halfway through dinner, Mama got up and excused herself. I didn't think too much about it. Perhaps she wanted to freshen up her make up, or go to the bathroom. When I saw her turn left instead of right at the top of the stairs though, I almost lost my appetite. She was definitely going to see a sight when she went. He sent me a picture of himself . Overweight, balding, thick glasses and a leering sort of expression on his face. The type of guy Elaine would move away from on a bus. Strangely that aroused me even more than I was already.I arranged to meet the guy in a parking area a halfway between his place and ours. It was weird and perversely exciting sitting next to a man in a car talking in such sexual detail about Elaine. He was scruffy and needed deodorant badly. He had heavy eyes with a shifty look. Today I messaged him and told him what a shitty night I had spent with my significant other and he welcomed me over to just chill and if I really want I could suck his dick. I was right on top of it. I wasted no time to arrive and we were just chillin and enjoying each other and he whips out this picture on his computer and I said where did you get that and I was laughing. He already knew what my body looks like naked and he was impressed and I cannot dent it was definitely me in the picture..