. safe. Knowing my big strong Alpha was there to protect me and love me... A cute high pitched mewl was muffled by the running water as my hole starte...d to clench repeatedly on Yoichi's fat shaft, milking it for all his liquid love as mine drooled out in small spurts after he hit my button just the right amount of times. Back arching I was lifted up against his chest as his hot breath filled ear with pants, slow but powerful thrusts upwards as he tried to bury his bone in as far as he could. No sooner had we sat down than he pushed a folder containing all my emails, which now read like a woman obsessed with masturbation and satisfying herself with abusive thumping toys in her vagina.I flushed as I read my accounts, only realising that they were written in the heat of the moment and thinking anonymously, the choice of wording and descriptive prose, showed me in a completely different light, and boy, did I feel embarrised and vurnable.When I finished reading I looked up at him,. I could imagine them telling each other their dreams, theregreatest fears, their hopes for the future, all while watching romanticmovies and painting each other's nails. They would let me be theirfriend, but there were some things I just couldn't share with them. Iknow they all thought I was gay, but I didn't care as long as I couldhang out with them.At the time I really didn't know what to think about my sexuality. Iwas definitely turned on by girls, but as far as I could tell boysdidn't do. " You looked so beautiful that night and you danced with every boy there. Including Eddie." Eddie Buchanan?" Ellen laughed. "God, I hadn't thought of him in years. What was it you called him? Albert something?" Alfred E. Neuman." Yes," Ellen laughed, her blue eyes reflecting her memories as she smiled with her thoughts of that long ago night when she was sweet sixteen. "I remember it like it was yesterday," she said."I wanted to dance with you so bad that night, Ellie. But I couldn't because I.