But I did not even started undressing him. I uttered,“ Vikram always undresses me before like you did. Now starting from toe to head kiss me, lick m...e, suck me..I like this very much. “I remained flat and surrendered fully to him. He was doing what I told him to do but he was doing it fast and in rough way.“ did you ever loved, fucked or fondled any girl before marriage. “I asked and he promptly replied in negative. He said that before me his wife Rashmi was his only woman so far. To excite and. "What about her? She is my best friend."He sighed, keeping his hand on my face. "And your feelings for her run deeper than friendship, right? Don't run from them anymore. You can't give me your heart - your whole heart - until you explore those feelings with Cassie. Figure them out."A tear rolled down my cheek. I was not surprised he knew. He was so intuitive and observant. He was right. I guess I would always hold back a little with him until I figured out my feelings for her. "So, you think I. Our program was fixed two day earlier and for two days. On the fixed day, in evening 7 pm we started from Chandigarh to Kasauli (Himchal Pardesh). As Kalka was famous that time for traffic jam in the evening. We stuck between traffic as there was dark we start kissing each other we smooch for two minutes and exchange our saliva in car on road. After few minutes cars start moving and we too move to our destination. Around 9 we reached Kasauli and we check in hotel Kasauli woods. We reached in. You never act like the big macho man ... though you sure as hell are ... and don’t have to act. You are a woman’s dream to look at ... and I’ve had so many daydreams about you, that I could fill a diary in a week.“I even asked Carol to find out if you were living with someone or dating ... she even went with me to your apartment and watched you come and go at different times so I would know. Everywhere I go I see your fliers or your cards and when people come in here, they ask for Billy.