But change is what makes us tremble when it comes. Forchange demands the person changed to manage, to cope. To fit the changeinto the interlocking tin...y pieces of our daily lives. To discover howto continue when, looking within, there are no memories to help, noguidebooks to be found. When looking within I see: I am still me. If Iam changed, I still am me. How now will I learn to sit just so, to walkthis way, not that; to put this on, and that. Know this will be alrightbut that will never do at. She would always find an excuse or just tell him she did not want to do it because she was busy. He finally started to call her and when I would answer the phone he would say things like "I am sorry if I am bothering you by wanting to get together with your wife". I would always let him know I was not worried about it and was happy she was playing music and singing again. Secretly I wished she had some sexual desire for someone and hoped that he may be the one. He is a doctor and very rich. He. As we walked into the bedroom she said ok now kiss me fast. I said not so son first go and lock the door from the front side and put a lock on so that people would think you are not at home. She asked me why ? I said you want your gift or not ? She did accordingly and came into the bedroom which was very much dark as she had maroon colored curtains on. She put her hands on her hips and said ok if you kiss me fast i will go and make tea for you. I removed her hands from her hips and made her hug. We pull in the parking lot of a bowling alley. Not to many cars here. Again I sink my fingers into her honey pot and bring her to the brink and stop. She's gives me a pout. We walk in and find out we will be the only ones bowling. Now, we've both bowled before. But never with her in a see thru sun dress and butt plug. This may seem weird to most. But I like to think outside the norm, :-) We get a lane for 1 game. We buy 2 bottles of water. We rent shoes. I set up the score keeper. We find.