This sort of caught me very low and was feeling demoralized.But she came and changed all my fortunes. She, Princy Thomas, 22, fair and short, happened... to become my Facebook friend. She was one among the hundred profiles to which I sent requests hoping to get a bit of attention and to up my low self-esteem. I used to write a lot on my Facebook profile for which she became a regular follower. I kind of felt happy when a girl was a regular to my writings. Days passed but I was not able to muster. She saw them point something at the group."Down!" she shouted and pulled her non-regulation Colt 1911 45 Caliber. At the same time she tripped the frozen commander and turned to see the XO fall with blood squirting from what was left of his forearm. Two shots rang from Brenda's automatic and the two men behind the car flew into the wall of the building behind them each with a third eye in their heads.Willie yanked the XO's belt from his pants and formed a crude tourniquet above his elbow. The. . I was incredibly horny pretty much all of the time. Even my co-workers teased me that I must be "getting laid" since I was always in such good spirits. But this particular Friday, as I drove into the office, I was tense. Brian was coming home tonight for the weekend and I didn't know what that meant. We had become so used to masturbating with each other that I knew that we wouldn't be able to not do it when he was actually here, so I had resigned myself to that. I even allowed myself to. After all, I was turned into toast just about an hour or so ago. As you already know, Valerie was my first contact. Talk about being NEW at something at my age.Oh, I didn't tell you yet. The night I died was my birthday. Thirty-two. I'll age no more. At least I don't think so. Being new at this I don't know if Spirits age. Time will tell about that.I guess that being confronted with a strong Spirit who explained a few things did help. I also knew I was pretty much on my own as I traveled around.