It felt like my cock was enveloped in a warm spa. She kept sucking and bringing me to the edge then backing off. It was exquisite torture. I was tr...ying to keep my moaning quiet. Her lips slid from my crown to the base of my cock, softly sucking and licking. She took my cock out of her mouth and used my precum as a lubricant. She stroked my cock, her hand sliding up and down with increasing intensity. I needed to cum. I felt a familiar tingling in my balls. I was on fire. I tried to. That caught them all off guard, everyone looking at me like I was crazy.“To shoot yourself?” Nick clarified in disbelief.I nodded, causing Serenity to gasp.“Kai!” she exclaimed. “Isn’t there some other way?”I focused on her again, giving her a sympathetic look. “To see how much I can get hurt, before I might lose control? No, I don’t think there is.”She grimaced, taking a shallow breath. “You just better be careful! I can’t lose you! You’re basically the only one I have left!”I fully understood. The female doctor held up two MRI films and clipped them onto the read out board. She then pulled out a pen and proceeded to explain just how unique this situation really was. Vasily and Raya had each suffered an aneurysm in the exact same spot in their brains. Furthermore, each aneurysm was the exact same size. As best as they could tell, it seemed both aneurysms burst at about the same time. The prognosis for Vasily was identical to that for Raya, no hope for recovery. They both were brain. When Mrs Brown came round, she smiled and told use we had done an excellent job? ‘Forgiven?’ Jason said, turning to me and pouting like a spoilt five year old. I laughed. ‘Yeah, I guess you are,’ I said, smiling at him and noticing how twinkly and gorgeous his grey eyes had gone. ‘Good,’ he said, returning my smile. Just as he was walking out, I called his name. He turned round, expectantly. ‘Uh, Jason, I’m sorry about… that.’ I said, pointing to his eye. ‘Yeah, uh, no big deal – I asked for.