Then it was so blatant that I couldn't lie to myself anymore. Each of my senses knew there was someone else. I couldn't deny it without denying everyt...hing else. I may as well have denied my own existence, denied that water is wet, ice is cold. It was that empirical. And then a marriage that was crumbling but being repaired, fell apart completely. Imploded like an old building brought down." Okay, so to re-visit. The depth of feeling for Dana is there but the self-directed anger, the feeling of. It became a means to control my own life, at least the aspects I could control. Defiance and connection; I had one only with the other."I slipped off the chair and sat beside her, taking her into my arms. She wept softly, but she didn't break down."When I graduated from high school, I moved out and went to Nevada to put my mouth where my money was, so to speak," she said through the tears. "Just like you have associations with being a cop and they are important to you, being an escort has some. The movie was from a dozen or more cameras and even several of the cameras on the planes. Near the end showed the President and everyone being knocked down. Then John going over and helping Sam. At the end, there was a tally sheet listing the pilots and individuals who had gotten credit with knocking down the F-35’s. Kevin paused the movie at that point, “Sir, it is hard to tell with the helmets, but that had to be you and the boys involved with this battle and is this Lady today with you. Mom ab mast ho gai or mmm aaah ki awaz niklane lagi.Fir raj ne apne kapde utar dye. Uska lund puri tarah khada tha . Usne mom ke haath me lund pakda diya or mom usse hilane lagi. Raj ne pucha ki kesa he to mom ke bola ki bhot lamba he. Tab raj ne pucha ki uncle se bhi lamba he kya to mom boli ki ha unse bhi lamba he. Raj bola ki ab muh me lo . Ye bolkar wo niche let gaya . Fir mom uska chusne lagi. Mom kisi pornstar ki tarah chus rahi thi. Kuch der baad raj ne fir se mom ko niche leta diya or.