The next day I see my domme whom was having problems with due to our relationship. it also happened to be our friends birthday and began to work thing...s out so we wouldn't fight on his birthday and afterwords go on "break" something this generation does.... Yea anyways.So we all meet up the group of us and head downtown Toronto (where we live, but we are a bit more east from downtown). Headed to a rave, and the night became a little controversial with the different groups around us. Since this. “Do you know who this is?” the sweet and charming voice asked. I had no clue.“Ash,” she replied. It took me a second to collect my thoughts.She laughed, when I finally figured out who she was. I was surprised. Chatting with someone on social media is not the same as talking to them on the phone. We talked for about an hour. It was as though we both had known each other a life-time.It was great to put a voice with a photo. Ashley was like a carbon copy of her mother.“Can we just keep this. I thought I was so well prepared. I was sure Howard would see that this was important to me and that he wouldn't deny me my need. He's never denied me anything I really wanted before. Why did he react so dramatically this time?I had to rethink my situation. I love Howard. I know I do. But I need some excitement in my life. I'm nearly fifty and I need this. I need someone to help me feel alive and desirable. God knows, Howard is a wonderful lover. He fills me so completely and he is so. When I opened the door she called out for me to help her. She was awake.I opened the door and went in. Cindy Lou knew me and called me by name. I pretended to be innocent and asked her how she had gotten like that. She told me that she had been drinking and had no idea how she had gotten there. Was she a liar or was she telling me the truth. I told her that the guy she checked in with gave me ten dollars to see to it that she got home. First I had to untie her just as slowly as I could so that.