I put the decision into her hands. Joni was a little unhappy about me leaving the decision to her, she told me that it made her feel guilty on both a...ccounts. She wanted to do this for her sister, but didn’t want to be with another man. To make her sister happy it may make me unhappy, and vice versa. However, the next time she spoke with her sister, it convinced her to go through with it.Beth told Joni she would talk to Jeff about it, then we would all get together and talk about it openly,. She hugged me and cried. I tapped on her back and told her not to worry. On the other end, I was shocked and not sure how to help her. I got an idea and I took her near the bed and comforted her with towel dipping in hot water for 5 minutes. Then I slipped the cloth on the breast to see what happen to her giant melons.Damn! They were tremendously swollen with clearly visible green veins swelling. I felt very sorry for her and felt bad to see her in pain. I held back my composure and wanted to. " He said, every word seemed to be breaking his heart.*****************************************"We have to leave now," Lyla whimpered running her hands through her sweaty hair. "He is fucking crazy."Clarke quickly shut the door and urged her to talk quietly. "Calm down." He said placing his hands on her shoulders. He removed her baseball cap."Don't you fucking tell me to calm down., who the fuck have you got us involved with. He will kill us both, oh how did we get so fucked!" She began pacing. She did stay away from the other kids and didn’t make eye contact with the boys.Kim and Judy talked about several things, but sex wasn’t part of their conversation. After finishing their drinks, the girls left the coffee shop and headed home.Judy took her packages into the house and to her bedroom. She tossed the bags on her bed and went to see if her brother or mother were home. Finding the house empty, she decided to take care of her laundry.In her room, Judy pulled her new clothing from the.