There is no choice, really. You'll ruin everything."The silence was deep and protracted."I knooow," Juliana whispered at last. "It is what Dr. Charrie...r keeps saying. I just have to." Ellis smiled."I don't think Charrier's motives are very pure, sweetie," she said. "But in your and my situation it is the only possible choice."She once again embraced Juliana and they kissed. Their towels slid off as they sank to the bed. Ellis pushed her knee between Juliana's thighs and sawed her smooth skin. She never wore stockings, tights or trousers nor much make-up, but she liked jingly bracelets and dangly gold earrings. I suppose I was 17 or so when I began to wonder what it would be like to have sex with my mother. It was amusing to imagine how she would react in this or that situation. Would I get my face slapped or would she resign herself to it and say, "Oh, go on, do it if you must"? My schoolfriends who had seen her assured me that they "definitely wouldn't say no if ever they had the. But when Petri called back she was in a talkative mood. She said her father had seemed unusually quiet that morning, having gone someplace after lunch. She told me that they had tried to comfort Huley who had stayed in her room all day. We laughed about the expression on Ollie's face when Petri had bragged to us that she had slept between two guys for the first time.While talking to her I realized how different the two sisters were. Petri showed concern for the way her father had treated Huley. She returned to the candle lit room with a flaming Banana's Foster that she would serve as Joe passed out the coffee. Her parents were impressed by everything and proud that their little girl had grown up and matured so. It was not lost on either of them that Joe Johnson had played a big part of the maturation. He and Selena truly adored each other and the bump in the road of age difference was making little difference in their opinion now.Just after 10 o'clock Scott caught himself dozing in.