I wasn’t going anywhere, tryin to catch my breath while recovering from my orgasm. He ripped my stockings exposing my pussy and ass more and I heard... him undo his belt and zip which made me wetter. “I have been thinking about this pussy since the club.” He moaned as I felt him slide the head of his cock inside me. I could felt his huge head stretching my entrance and it hurt but felt good too. “please...no..” i whimpered softly still too weak to move. “shh just take it like a good girl.” He. We talked of many things, some old some new, Then out of the blue Carol asked me,"Have you read any of my journal yet?"I admitted I had not. Not from lack of interest but our lives had simply been too full up to this point. She smiled and licked her lips slowly, obviously remembering, and then said,"I didn't think you had or I'm sure you would have mentioned it. You may be shocked darling, especially with Chapter 1, titled, How I Lost My Virginity, You have always said you were amazed at how. She was known to prefer dark-skinned older men with a need to spank her hard and heavy just because she was white and deserved everything she got in the way of pain and trouble. That didn’t bother her none because she hated herself so much, she felt the same way too.The other girl was mixed blood with more black than white, but her chocolate hued skin was tempting to all races except, possibly, Asians with that punishing yen to hump only white women because it restored their sense of. I instantly felt insecure. There was no way I, average Clare, could ever match up to him. He smiled as he reached the porch and said in that voice I already loved, "My beautiful Clare. You look stunning darling. I can't wait to make you mine." He then kissed me quite chastely on my mouth. I felt an even more powerful tremor go through me. He pulled away and gave me a hard look. "Clare, before we go any further, know that you can stop at any time. Our safe word will be "blue". Get that? You can.