When she finished eating she went back upstairs. I was getting really worried now. I cleaned up and put away the leftovers then went up to my room to ...do more studying. After about an hour, Jen came to my door and tapped lightly. I looked up at a very serious looking young lady. Here it comes, I thought."Can we talk?" she asked."Sure. Come on in. What's on your mind.?" First, I need to apologize. Last night when I came in to get your glass, I read your private Diary and some papers on your desk.. I don't give a shit what others might think about what we did. It was wonderful. You made me feel good about myself. I owe you so much for that."What about what I've done about Dexter and Kira? What about ... what you've done with them, because of me? I ... I agree about us ... but what about them?"Did you see, Jackie?"See what?"Their first time together, and the times since..."No... I tried to concentrate on the memories still fresh in my mind. I focused, but couldn't bring it into vivid. 'May I kiss you? I know French people kissmore than English, but that's not quite what I meant. I would very muchlike to kiss you properly. Have you kissed a man like that before?''No, I have not. And yes, I would like to kiss'. I closed up to him, andtook him gently in my arms, and I noticed that he tipped his head backslightly and closed his eyes as our mouths came together. Those full,sweet lips met mine and it was like nectar as I pressed into him. It was alovely moment, sensual without. I peered out of the window and saw lights on in other nearby caravans. I wondered how many others were having just the same experience as Nick and May. Just then a sudden thought, ‘What if I blow my load, I’ll need to clean it up'. I had to grab some tissues; I had noticed there was a box in the sitting area of the caravan. It was dark and I didn’t want to disturb them next door, so I didn’t turn on any lights just in case. The knocking continued as I quietly stepped out; I was on my way back.