." "It's fine I said save it! We should get going." The cab ride back is silent, awkward, and painful. I want to say something to make him feel better... but I can't think of anything. So I say nothing. That night I can't sleep. I'm thinking about Zaid and how much I hurt him. Why was I so quick to turn him down? He really is a wonderful guy. Handsome too- about six feet, with tan skin, and dark eyes with lashes any girl would kill for. He has such a kind face. I can't believe I could hurt someone. The biggest drawback to that were the limitations of commercial airlines. In frustration I asked myself "What should I do?" I discussed my predicament with Grace to see if she had any good ideas.We were sitting out on the patio when I broached the subject with her. "Grace, traveling on the road, while fun, is not going to work for us." Why's that?" In order to visit the schools takes several days each and if we build more schools it will only get worse." What about flying there?" I've thought. After Julie dropped gave her a ride home from the gym, it was that mental image of Julie’s back and ass that was in Michelle's mind, as she slipped her hand inside her yoga pants, and under her panties. Touching herself gently, while lying on her bed, Michelle imagined for a moment that it was Julie's finger touching her, as Julie's husband, JJ, watched the two women play. Michelle felt herself get wetter as her finger slipped inside herself, picturing JJ's dark curly hair, and shining green. He cannot help but think how not long from now her ears will no longer be those cute little pieces of flesh, but ones just like his and Cassandra’s. He kisses her cheek, smiling at the idea, and then softly he lets his lips caress hers. Jessica is eager, showing that eagerness when she starts to lean into him for a deeper kiss. Yet, Carson teasingly pulls back.Jessica’s eyes open in surprise. Upon seeing his smile, she knows that he is toying with her. Laughing, she grabs his head and kisses.