"Was she really that special?" she asked.Looking towards her I decided to shock my big sister by telling her just how special the night with Dawn was ...to have been."Dawn," I said in a heavy voice "that's her name, she had promised to have sex with me, I was going to lose my virginity tonight, that's how special tonight was. I doubt she'll speak to me after this and I'll be back to square bloody one again."To my surprise Rachel showed no sign of being shocked by what I'd said, she nodded then. It was all to do withthis 'mother earth' and its strength. Also, she learned other, reallyserious things. One of which was how to take other forms, animals,birds. Once she took another human form, a young man. She told me howshe was amazed at the feeling of power and vitality she acquired but thedownside was that, in a male form, she lost something. Her sense ofmother earth. So she never did it again. Any transformations were onlyinto an animal or bird and the occasional younger woman or girl.". .. we were playing, he touched me a little, I touched him a little, and ... and ... but we always stopped. Except that one time ... at the drive-in cinema..."Oh, God, what is wrong with me?! My dad is cool and all that, but it's not right to talk to him about how far I went with my stupid boyfriend."I touched his ... cock," I whisper even more quietly now, the last word barely makes it out of my mouth, "and it seemed like it hurt him, but when I wanted to take my hand off, he asked me to .... .." Cindy stared at the picture. "Can I imagine myself as an eagle? They don't look very human..." Well, there are other books. Want to try being a monkey first?" Hey! What's that supposed to mean?!"Jim looked suddenly worried. "Oh! Sorry!"Cindy laughed and kissed him. "I was just teasing! I suppose I could try to be a bird... An eagle though, I don't know. That face! It just doesn't look human!" Well..." Jim nodded as he turned the pages. "Yeah... How about an owl? Their faces are more.