Your passion is so powerful; to be loved by you is a religious experience.You were my first love, one that can't ever be erased. I remember on our fir...st date we held hands and didn’t let go. We talked for hours on end, wishing the day was longer. I felt like I immediately knew you. We finished each other's sentences and fantasized about knowing each other in a different life. I never expected things to go this way and I don't want to hurt you. There is this immense guilt building because I feel. This happened in Feb 2014. Mostly nobody will ping me as I’m call boy, if they ping u they just do time pass by inquiring u all details like cost, place etc..,. But one fine day Saritha(name changed) of 32 years old pinged me and inquired all the details about my profession and charges. After that i revealed my mail id and she said that she will contact me when she get time. So after 3 days i got a mail, in that she introduces herself and specified that she want me to night. I was surprised as. " I later learned she'd fallen in love with me then. Two times later she looked up at me again and reached up to cup my head and said simply, "Tell me." I don't know how long it took me. She later told me it was less than a minute, and I said, "I love you." That feeling has not changed one bit in forty three years. It never will. I've never forgotten a single word or sight or feeling of those two occurrences in forty three years. I relive that moment a lot. Especially now. I can't tell this. This sent me into another round of euphoria for some reason, and I manuvered him so his dick wasn't in my throat anymore. I had my mouth full of his cum and his dick. I was sucking on him for all I was worth, and he was gently moving is cock back and forth in my mouth. With every small thrust he made in my mouth, I swallowed a little bit of his cum. Finally, my mouth was empty, his cock was empty and we were both very happy.He said, "Let me finish making you cum now." I told him to wait, I.