He was holding a mug of black coffee, which smelt fantastic, and watching the lightening sky. I suppose he must have seen me eyeing the coffee, becaus...e he offered me the mug and I took it and had a sip before passing it back. We passed it back and forth like that as we waited for the sun. I think it was ... the most intimate thing I could remember doing. Which is odd considering what I've done in the past. We didn't say much over breakfast, but when he invited me to walk with him and tell my. ‭ ‬It took me several minutes to recover.‭ ‬I think he liked that I was still around after.‭ ‬He demanded my phone number so I blew him off in the end.‭ ‬The net is about being anonymous to me.‭ ‬It is about not having to deal with baggage, ‭mine or the guy I am chatting with.‭ ‬If I wanted someone real, ‭I would have gone to the Cop Out Club.I fell onto my small bed and easily slipped into the arms of Morpheus.‭ ‬I should have slept peacefully all night, ‬since I had an orgasm.‭ ‬I usually. After he was reminded that hewas already married, and that the girl was only fifteen he claimed he hadonly been kidding; but few believed him.When her first album BOO-TEENA CALL went platinum in six and a halfminutes, it seemed that here at last was an "American Idol" who trulylived up to the title. In fact you would have to call her anInternational Idol, as young girls from Montreal to Madrid to Osaka ranout and bought her albums, posters, t-shirts with her likeness on them,and then her line. Now that she's going to be married, and I'm so happy for both my girlsfinding their Mister Rights, Juli's moving out, and I'm finally going tomove in with Paulie.Tina will sell her house and we'll all pitch in to get a winter getaway inFlorida.So how has the transformation of father, son, and grandson made your liveshappier?Oh God, you're going to make me cry - thank God for this run proofmascara!Every time I think of my beloved Angie, up in heaven, I think of theimpact she had on our whole.