Of course, she still missed him, but felt that she had no say in his life. She was not even sure in what direction he had gone. Hopefully, not in th...e wrong one. After we finished eating, I asked Beth if we could meet for dinner one night. She accepted gracefully and we made a date for the next night. Again, I took her to an up-scale Italian restaurant. She commented that she had never been to this one. “Do you splurge on all your lady friends like this, Sam,” she enquired. “Only the ones. A guy responded with the below story, which I found beyond hot, and that indeed something like that happened to me. Hope some of you like it as much as I did.---------I know that smell you are referring to. I had a bi friend come down from State College 2 weeks ago to met with his sister and her husband to be near me. He is 32, built nicely, has good muscle tone to him as he is a mechanic.. He had asked if he could stay here for the night and then meet with his family the next day and I said. He never made that phone call, perhaps because he didn’t have Rachele’s number or because he was afraid to call her. Living among humans has shaped him away from his alien ways. In some ways, if he is looks at behind his physical self, he could almost pass as human. Of course, he has had plenty of opportunity to call him.The fact that she hasn’t, and the loneliness of not having his mate has made him become withdrawn, spending a lot of time lost in his own head. All too often this would happen. We were college kids, after all.I may have sinned in my mind, and my hand certainly got a workout most nights, but I kept as true to my goal as I possibly could. It was hard. It was very hard.And there was another little nagging thought that insinuated itself into my consciousness at times, especially when I was feeling introspective or doubtful. It had to do with Kayla's Christmas gift, which I kept in a prominent place in my room, on the top of my bookshelf next to my desk.I had it faced.