. .’ ‘The?’ I said. ‘It was my means of escape,’ she said. ‘Escape from me?’ I said. ‘Richard this is not necessary. Really it’s not.... I’m not the same as I was then. Neither I suspect are you,’ she said. I snickered. ‘No, no, I am not the same, I guess. Less hair,’ I said. Her turn to snicker. ‘You know what I mean,’ she said. I went pensive. She knew I needed to hear the truth. The truth and only the truth. She sighed. ‘It was a lot of things, Richard. I’d failed the nursing exam. No. It's been a good night, she said, it can only go down hill from here. 'No I replied, I believe, we can make it better. I stepped forward and took her in my arms, kissed her gently on the forehead, then softly on her eyelids. I could feel she was about to push me away when I kissed her lips. She stopped resisting, lifted her head and I continued kissing down her neck. As I kissed her shoulders I reached around and started undoing the zipper on her dress. Suddenly she jerked away, wait, please,. I began to fantasize about finding out firsthand what was under that skirt and how amazing it would be to explore her beautiful body. These thoughts caused a stirring in my crotch and my cock almost instantly became erect, straining against my briefs to the point of almost being uncomfortable. I felt the need to adjust the position of my cock for a little comfort. I looked toward the band and tried to adjust myself as gracefully as possible hoping it wasn’t noticed. As I finished I turned. ” It was then that I remembered Matt had never done anything either. Despite how confident and sexual he acted at school, he was just as inexperienced as I was. Seeing him vulnerable like this made me like him even more as a person, and not just an attractive and unobtainable being. “I’ll admit this is moving really quickly,” my voice also shook as I spoke, “but there is no way I can sleep now. Maybe we could just talk for a bit?” He nodded, so I thought of something to talk about. Finally, I.