Richard Gosman,stuck his head into the outer office and called himinside his office. “I’ll have to apologize for my secretary, but she had...an appointment and had to leave early today. If you’llexcuse me for a moment, I want to make sure that theouter door is locked, since your my last appointmentfor the day.” With that said the doctor left his officeand John could hear him as he opened the door, shut it,and then secured the lock, returning shortly thereafterto his office. I now had $140,000 put away in the safe-deposit box for when I wanted to dip into my rainy day fund. That was over two years worth of my salary from working as an architect and it all came from my fighting career.Thanksgiving came and went. We had a mostly silent dinner in the middle of a mostly silent weekend. I marked the date of my fight on the calendar in the kitchen and marked my departure and return dates.“Will Cecilia be going with you?” she asked, looking at the dates the next. We than took separate cars. Him leading the way, and me following. First stop was for me to get some gas – self serve station. He stopped on the other side of the station and started taping as I got out of the car and went into the station to pay for my gas – with just the shirt on, you could clearly see the dark outline of my nipples and since I was in a very air conditioned car before heading into the station my nipples were very hard. I had to be careful, because if I bent over or did. Sex was great in the early years of marriage and then came love. The caring and sharing for a lifetime. You have a family and then grandchildren and then even great-grandchildren. You have turmoil and troubles through-out your marriage but seem to be able to work them all out. You hopefully want to spend eternity with your spouse.I hang around with a few older buddies and we talk about our sexual experiences. They pretty much all say the same thing. It's not as good as it once was but that is.