“Mommy said you would sleep until she got home from work, but you woke up early, maybe you got really excited.”My focus was shifting; it was hard ...to stay awake. I couldn’t fall back asleep. Chelsea was alone, now would be my best chance to sway her to let me go. My left arm rope was loose.“I’m going to clean you up and take a shower and then we can sleep together, like real people in love.”I had to stay awake.In a mirage, I fell to the side of Chelsea, my breathing slowed.“I wish we could do. ..?It's an unhappy feeling especially when the person doing the stitching is your dearly beloved, your other half.I lead a normal, easy going fairly blameless life these days. Ok - so Sven hasn't always been entirely good - but, if you pardon the vernacular, for most of the time I've been 'gooder' than most - or perhaps lucky and careful not to get caught too often. This time my protestations failed - miserably.Maybe I ought to rewind a tad. My other half's niece had arrived to stay with us.. As the guys started looking at me I started to get turned on. When you let them touch me I climaxed for the first time. That really surprised me. When the guy started kissing me I only thought was no I shouldn't. Looking at you, I knew you wanted this too. I let myself go and kissed him back. Don't be mad darling but I wanted him. I wanted him to fuck me. I needed his huge penis inside me." Honey", I said, "This is not the time to be coy. I wanted that too. I took you there with the idea you. It was six years ago today that they were taken from me. The house was decorated, the cookies were baked, and the presents were wrapped. I got the call at work. A police detective was telling me to get to the hospital. I remember screaming at him through my tears because he wouldn’t tell me what was wrong, who was hurt. My boss and best friend Jerry drove me to the hospital. I was so shaken up he was afraid I wouldn’t be able to drive safely. I’m sure he was right. When I got to the hospital I.