It was so good and I dint want him to stop, when he did he redressed me and walked me back to the cage. This happen everyday and when he wasn't fuckin...g me he was using hypnosis to turn me more and more in to a dog until all my thoughts was out my head.The next day came and Martin released me from the cage for the day and he also let all the other animals out the barn so he could clean it out. Then he said "this is a lot of work for one person so tomorrow Sophia and Charlotte are going to be. (NATHAN)i needed a drink after everything that happened it felt so surreal , the whole thing in his room i got blow jobs many times and the one Matt gave me toped the cake , i never in my wildest dreams felt anything like that and it kind of scared me to know another guy was making me feel good , i mean you would be freaked as well ,anyways i got out of my car and headed for the bar until i saw two people having sex i looked further and saw Amber we locked eyes "oh my god " was all i heard her. As Bertha came out of the bathroom in her long cotton night gown, Kathycould not help but notice the very strange bulge coming from her groin,causing her night dress to tent out. Bertha walked over to the bed andtold Kathy that the punishment session was now over, but the practice sheneeded was about to start. Kathy was visibly shaken, but Bertha told herthat she needed to know firsthand what woman have to do for sex, and shehoped she could grow to appreciate these things. With that,. Then there’s the bigger things, what if I had a different job, followed my heart. Would I be where I am today? Would life have been better or worse? Questions, questions, and more questions, but never any real answers. There’s no answers because all the results are based on ‘What if’s’ and what might have been instead of what is real. There I go rambling on again. All I know is, I have some decisions to make. I have cancer and am lying in a bed. The hospital is waiting for my decisions. I guess.