He liked wearing panties/stockings and wants a friend for mutual wank session with. Not showing my interest I continued to listen to his troubles. How... lucky was I to have a friend who wants what I do and he didn't have any idea of my fantasies.We chatted more - well he did most of it - and he said thanks for listening, and suggests we go back to his to watch some new porn movies he's got.We get back to his set up the projector (this is pre-internet times) and start watching his films - good old. "well this is what i meant,"as she stood and turned to show me what she meant.niki explained further. she was now living life as a"she-male" which meant she still had a cock but wastaking hormones to grow breasts. as she explained further we got high and drank till we were laughingand giggling our asses off. "so jay, nik asked, now that you see me, tell me what you think and how i i look to you. and be honest." i took a deep draw ona joint and after exhaling i told niki the truth andtold her i. I heard the typing stop as John looked at me across the desk in his study. I hung my head for a few seconds more hoping he would lift it however he did not lift it. I lifted my head looking up into his dull almost lifeless blue eyes. I reached across his desk touching his arm with my hand. He felt cold to my touch as I rubbed my hand on his arm. I guess I might have broken Cathys heart back then without ever realizing it until now, I said to John as tears streamed down my face. Maybe you should. Plus she didn’t know Cathy that well so thought it would be a great opportunity to get to know her better.She got dressed just pulling on a pair of linen pants and a t-shirt, put a little make up on, brushed her hair and they both walked to Chris and Danny’s.They only lived a couple of streets away and had come good friends since they met in the restaurant a few weeks ago, when Frankie and Ian had had their first experience with another couple.As they walked hand in hand Ian started laughing.